Middle FINGER to them!!!

lama x menulis dalam blog,tibe2 mencarut2 plak kan,\...sbnrnya da lm bersabow and byk rahsia yang terkandung in me...skrg ble da stat menulis blog balik, im thinking to lepaskan all my tense by writing something in my blog....middle finger to who??   to my left neighbour where they moved here approximately about 10 years ago and doing all the fuss things that really make other people annoyed...but what make me weird, although mereka sgt poyo, dorang still berbuat baik dgn mereka as if they're the ministers...WHAT THE FUCK!!!

i know now that my other neighbours would say ' fifi yang kurang ajar' fifi yang jahat ' and whatsoever lah... but they did not ever ask me, why did me and my dad hate them so much!! SHIT...i love to be at home but not in my neighbourhood...annoy me to death...my family and i had been lived here since i was 2, and theres no one here!! and now i am almost 21 years old..id been living here for 20 years and they are the most fucked persons i had ever met.

Dulu mmg sy pernah baik dengan mereke, i was just , ok,dangg, theyre my neighbour,i need to be kind to them...but day after days, they really annoy me, but i was like, 'its okay lah,sabar lah' because my parents was like very baik lah nge mereka..at that time, the man of their family worked as a guard at nearby bank, but seriously he talk like he was the manager of the bank...ayah pernah ckp, jgn ikot cara pok awang cakap, meninggi diri sangat tu..bersederhana je,, i was like, ok..

on 2007, sy couple dgn adi...which previously, adi had told me that he pernah bercouple dgn anak kedua of that family which i had never talked to her..she was like very sombong!!  mule2 mcm x percaya jugak ms adi crite dia couple dengan kak ngah tu, but sy sendiri yg membaca mesej mereka..seriously,mereka mmg mcm berkapel,tp xtahulah...ms tu adi crite ,his awek neh suke merajuk especially kalo pmpuan tu mintak topup and adi x bg...gile ke hape nk ambek duit org...shoot!!  then,i dont know but somehow, mereka berpisah..ms tu lah adi mule cari saya..kecik hati jugak sbb ye la,sy mmg x suke dgn family tuh,ble dah clash baru cari saya.. when their 1st daughter knew that i dah kapel nge adi ( their 1st daughter (along) baek gile nge adi masa tuh )
dorang mcm mengusik2 lah..then 1 day, they invited me to join them to go to the market, with their mother, cik ya and along, seriously this was the part where i really9 hate them...1st of all, dorang marah me couple dgn adi,sbb die kate nanti ms bljr atau keje,bley cari yang lain ( well,i can accept that advice), but then cik ya cakap, "angah tu perasan tu fifi...dulu die ngorat kak ngah gak tp nasib baek kak ngah x layan " i was like... WTF???.. sy sendiri bace mesej mereka,tbe2 mak die cakap camtuh plak..hahahahaha..nk gelak pon ade, ko dah kene tipu dgn anak ko lah..but what makes me angrier when along confessed that adi pernah raba dia dalam kreta ms dorang keluar 2 org " fifi jaga2 sket dgn angah tuh,tangan die suke merayap,along dah pernah kene dah" huh??? mmg sy termakan gile nge hasutan dorang tuh,sy mmg bengang gile nge badak tuh and adi..lm jugak sy merajuk until adi bersumph he never did that...tp ms tuh adi pon mmg dah x braper baek dah dgn die because of money...in my observation lah,that perempuan really kikis duit adi sampai 1 tahap,die nak beli laptop,die nak suro adi jd penjamin, pelik, kang bapak ko tuh bergaji besar,org besar, knp mitak nge adi yg ko duk kutuk2 neh...bodoh...tp nasib baek x jadi sbb ms tuh sy dgn adi ade krisis ( sbb hasutan mereka lah ),jd adi mmg dahxde mood nk layan dorang neh

dulu ms tengah baik, kami suke lunch kat luar ramai2, tp die dtg makan je,x menolong mane pon,my dad mmg suke join but then, sy perasan,dia mcm xnak join langsong especially family awang tuh ade, mmg die xnak keluar langsong...saya pernah tanya,tp die diam jep..sampai skrg x pernah criter ape yg terjadi antara die dgn awang...1 lg sikap buruk family dorang adalah suke mintak barang makanan kat rumah org..hahhahahahaa...padahal kedai dekat gile tp suke dtg rumah mintak ais,garam,gule,nasik,ikan goreng.. ade 1 peristiwa where along suggested yg ptg nanti makan ramai2,die ckp nk masak mee goreng, saya pon bersetuju jer lah,malas nk ckp pape,tbe2, tghhari tuh,die dtg rumah,sy tnya knp,die ckp nk ambek mee,sayur nge ayam nk masak ptg neh..terdiam saya...lepas die ambek tuh,mak mmg marah gle kat sy..ms tuh sy diam je la..mls nak ckp ape2,kalo x ikhlas kan,mcm jahat plak,org dah ambek makanan tuh...

yang paling menyakitkan hati ialah mak dorang, cik ya, seriously shes the weirdest person in this world...die suke cari point ngadu something kat mak bapak kami kate kami neh buat something yang jahat,then mak mmg marah kat kami..pian lah mangsa yang paling byk terkene, ayah belikan pian motor, pian pon slalu lah keluar dgn kawan2 die, ade skali tuh, tayar motor die bocor, yer la, pian neh badan besar..hahahhahaa...tp ade ke patot cik ya crite kat mak,pian neh bwk motor laju,ala2 rempit,trok pian kene marah..acik dgn ude pon dah byk kali kene...adik saya syahadan pon trok jgk...die tuh mmg berlagak gile, mcm die nge anak2 die tuh perfect...poyo giler....saya pon dah banyak kali terken bile mak tibe2 angin and taknak cakap dgn saya..geram btol,ble dapat tahu yg cik ya ni menghasut ape ntah,paling byk skali menghasut pasal adi tuh syok sendiri,adi suke kat anak die..perasan btol....last2,sy berkeras crite kat mak saya perkara yg betul,barulah die ok nge sy..skrg ni pon die mcm dah tak layan mane org tua nyanyuk tuh..the klimaks yg membuat saya mengamuk adalah, masa tuh ade pangkin depan rumah saya, cik ya neh suke lepak nge anak2 die kat situ, 1 day, saya,anan nge ayah duk dlm rumah,mak keluar pg mane ntah..cik ya duk cakap nge cik ti, then, saya  terdengar die duk ngutuk mak nge ayah saya kaw2 punyer, pasal parking,mak x reti nk berlawo la,hapela, nasib bek cik ti diam je, kire cik ti layan je, sioot babi punyer org, kutuk my parents infront of my parent's house, bangang tol,ms tuh ayah mcm mendengus then die naik atas,mandi...saya keluar,sy hempas pintu, then die diam...lepas tu lah,sy x pernah cakap nge die, tp yg kelakarnyer, mlm lepas die kutuk my parents tuh, mak ngah ( adik mak ) dtg rumah kami, so kami dinner sama2, tetiber cik ya datang, " dah,nok mitak nasik nge ikan goreng sket "...terdiam semua, masa tu mmg nampak gile ayah mmg nak marah giler..ye la, dah kutuk org, tbe2 mitak makanan nge org yg die kutuk tuh...seriously,shes crazy....lepas dr tuh die pernah gak mcm buat2 baik dgn sy,but no way, i never forgive her and her family..NEVER...!!!

sy mmg pernah dgr die kutuk cik zana, cik ton, cik ti dll tapi kami ( saya dgn ana yg byk terdengar) diam je la, tp bile die kutuk my parents,i reallt cant accept it....lepas dari tuh sy mmg xde perasaan langsong nk hormat family dorang tuh..lantak ar nak kate ape pon..dah la suke karaoke and pasang lagu kuat2, sume pekak la kot...kesian plakk...plak tuh suke parking merate,dah la kutuk mak saya parking, tbe2 dorang parking kat tmpt yg sama...pity on them....seriously i will never forgive them for what they had done to my family...arini sy geram sgt sbb td cik zana buke kedai kat tanah ayah, so,cik zana nak buat kenduri lah kat kedai die tuh, cik i, cik ton dgn mak tolong masak...yang paling menyakitkan hati was when they kep asking knp cik ya x datang lg neh, cik ya pandai masak gulai,cik ya pandai buat puding bla bla bla..menyakitkan telinga...selama saya tinggal kat sini, kalo ade kenduri pape ke, family dorang hanya tunjuk muke bile makanan dah siap, dorang hanya membantu bile dorang sndiri yg buat kenduri...plik btol,org x pernah perasan ke mende neh..td sy pon sound la " wat mende tunggu org hok xleh nok tolong kite,krang dah siap sume baru tunjuk muke" sume diam... and sya yakin mesti dorang cakap " jahatnyer mulut fifi "..tp mmg btol..bile mknn siap baru tunjuk muke,tu pon berlagak mcm datin datuk,baju basah sket kene hujan, trus duk membebel baju basah lah,haper lah...kalo tak nak basah, baek x pyh pakai baju!!! really annoy me..sambong laen kali bila saya bengang plak...sekian terima kaseh